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Corporate Abuse
I am leaving my job, there was massive layoffs and people were escorted out of the building. I kept my job, but the hours I work that affords me certain things its just not worth it. I work on most days from 8-8 and I can use it as an excuse or just a way of hiding out. After all this I looked at what I wanted to be doing. Its not looking at clients or lawyers in the face anymore and having a headache most days. At night I wouldnt be able to sleep, I thought it was just my lack of activity but my mind was racing. I was sent on trips to places like DC and Texas and every time I came back I felt weak. Just drained, I would stare at my computer screen and next thing you know two hours passed.
The love thing never stood the test of time, I look back and say that I am glad I didnt get married. So when I hear that Cameron has a new bf I smile cause somoene has yet to give up. Someone understands that the soulmate theory does not apply only one person in your life. So while everything in my life was tested this feeling of wanting to do something to benifit someone else never went away.
It happened at a bday party for a 4 year old
She had the smallest voice, her mom my friend told me it sounded alot like mine. Next thing you know I am surrounded by kids leading them in a hula dance. I got home exhausted but glad that I went all the way to NJ for my friends bad driving and her moms awesome cooking. So while I take classes required by New york state for new teachers, I still think about moving. To be honest when I see the big houses I once wanted I dont fit in. A family fits in the house I once thought about so I have shifted to looking at co-ops rather than houses.
Spock has me in a mind grip
He appears every few months and every few years. The last time we met he had a gf and it was messy, this time he was single and it was still messy. Trying to break into someone is difficult, that person has to let down whatever guard they have up. I guess I will see if he contacts me in another 4 years.
xoxo
Sam
samantha lous (facebook)
- Location:New York City
- Music:Adele - Cold Shoulder
Deluxe: How Luxury Lost Its Lustre
In which the author describes how LV while successful for in making money it also has the connotation 1billion and served attached to it. How many times have we gone to a club or seen a pic where every girl had some type of LV. It’s the laughing joke of the fashion world, while I love Marc Jacobs I would never consider LV classic, or marc Jacobs for that matter. How did the consumer become so misinformed, or maybe its just a case of everyone going with the herd. When something becomes so mainstream its not unique as I explained about tattoos. Its like as A would say "bitches have no flavor anymore". How many people do we see that could not afford their rent had to have their parents bail them out on numerous occasions and then they rock an LV monogram bag. So before you get excited and head to the LV store think, do 7 people (female) I have come in contact within the past week own one. If you still decide to buy one then just say baaaaaaaa.
Notice Kims photoshop you know that woman has no ass.
You can tell that movie is going to suck money balls. One I really cant stand SATC because every bitch feels the need to compare, fine sometimes life is just so coincidental that we do go through the same experiences. That does not mean you and four of your friends are just like SATC. Then there is the fact that they added Jen Hud to the movie, yawn this is not on my to see or rent list.
After you stop worrying about things life you can walk around with a smile on your face. Not saying that bills wont forever bother me but, as long as I have my health I cant really complain, I know of a lot of people who have it worse. I have been watching my Kimora Lee every Sunday night cause she makes me think, not that this show is for rocket scientist but about life lessons. How not to spoil your kids, and the way to speak up for yourself and her freakin closet. I am sure that having tons of money helps with that but if you have no money what do you really have to lose. So I would rather say something, but I know if I didn’t no one else would know what was bothering me on the inside.
I have been dating the same person for almost 5 years, seems like a long time I swear that time just flew. When you have ups and downs time really goes by so fast. I can remember telling him I didn’t want this long relationship and now I don’t care to rush anything. I don’t see the same person in either of us. We met fairly young about 22 and at that age you cant really say who you are. I had strange fairytale expectations of something I wanted or expected a person to be like, but looking at myself I see a person that just accepts her flaws and reconfigures her sentences now to think about the words and meaning.
He said "thank you" in the car on the way home after he got the offer letter. All I could say was "for what" and he said "everything" and I just stood quiet and just thought that he really deserved it.
Sometimes I can look at people with quiet envy, I wish sometimes I could be that fake. Its all roses are blue to them and they feel they are so lucky to have that person, because even though they think the petty arguments are real hardships of a 7.9 on the richter scale. Which we all know is total bullshit yada yada yada.
If you read a book by a man-hater in the dating world its ok. Read it again because its better to read something that tells it like it is faults and all, rather that sugar coat the relationship to make it all roses. Its not going to be all bad, but appreciate that someone is telling you about the times when its not all good. Relationships are lessons, so when you look back you can say wtf was I doing and know better or just get to know the person inside you.
Tell me how this bitch from Canada really thought I was going to give her ass a refund. Canada post lost the package, I mean really they have no fucking clue where this shit is. I am now waiting for the claim forms to be sent to my house, I did insure the item for 500 but the web site says they only allow claims of up to 100 for international shipments. I told her I would give her any money from the claim and she thinks its unfair. From last month I have done nothing but email her in what progress I was making in trying to find HER bag. I insured the item, I shipped USPS which she requested (I wanted more expensive FedEx), I gave her the tracking numbers, I called USPS to conduct a search for the item and I am now going to process a claim. Seriously if you are going to pay 800 for a bag just kick in another 100 for FedEx that’s not the time to go cheap.
Everyone and their moms was at transformers, what is up with Megatron he used to be a gun in the old cartoon. I guess even he had to go PC damn the gun lobbyist really shoulda fought for that one, still waiting for the Thundercats movie. Weekend of the 13th going to catch Transformers and Harry potter and go out with my niece maybe dim sum or Philippino food. I might just cook dinner for us on Friday since I can seriously throw down in the kitchen. How can you not know how to cook, pick up a fucking book and memorize shit. Don’t give me the I am way to busy, because I used to get up at 5am cook the beans I had soaking the night before and make rice all before 7am. That way when I got home all I had to cook was the meat and side dishes. I mean it just puzzles me, I know a girl who cant even make spanish rice and she is spanish. I have to say for the bitches who can't cook most of the time they can bake a storm. If you cant cook or bake then I hang my head in shame for you, don’t get me wrong you don’t have to cook for your man he can do it himself right. Even crazy Korean had his coworkers amazed when I used to make him fresh biscuits (not store bought) with rice and beans for lunch.
New men trends, men who are gold diggers. Sure you want your wife to have a job and hopefully a decent paying one so the two of you can share the burden of your life together. For some men its even a bragging right, oh my wife is a doctor yada yada, maybe they feel less pressure if someone else brings home more bacon. Maybe it has a lot to do with their mothers, mom will approve of her more if she has a really high paying job. Then what I really think the reason is, is pressure no guy wants to be resentful of his wife because she makes less money. One of my friends told me that she was on a date and the second she told him what she does for a living, she got the oh that’s interesting. She by the way is a teacher, I told her that he was an ass anyways and any man that is more worried about what brand he wears is not the type of guy to get involved with. She understandably was broken and I explained she had a lot to offer, she was educated with a masters degree (how many bitches do we know only have a H.S. diploma) she runs her own tutoring business on the off hours. She comes from a good solid Korean American family, owns her apartment, can cook and is a very nice and generous person. She is also has a mild temper and gives people the benefit of the doubt as many situations we were in that I was about to take off my shoe and say "hell no" she just calmly walked away. Like one time she knew this coworker was talking about her behind her back and the bitch has the nerve to come up to her and say hi. My friend did not snatch her, or even have words with her, she just said hi back and pretended like she knew nothing. To add salt to the gold diggin wound she found out through the grapevine that he was now seeing a young med student.
oh that stupid grapevine.
This past weekend my sister and niece slept over my house. My niece is now 15 years old and can fit into most of my smaller clothes, which is the first thing she wanted to do when she got to my house. Go through my closet and see if it fit her, expensive jeans and items that still had the tags on it. I gave her jewelry and not the costume kind gold rings, chains and even my diamond earrings. Funny how I could just let these things go after paying so much money for them, but I just now feel they don’t matter to me as much. When material things become tainted and all you can do is have the memories of what happened when you wore or were given those items its best to purge them from your life. Wouldn’t you hate wearing something and thinking "oh this is from the asshole who did this this and this to me" I feel I have a point. Material things will never cover what I really want in my heart, or that person who is going to give me what I want and not materially. Material things are nice but sometimes it just makes you think the person is not really what they seem.
I am green with envy.
Rapper Foxy Brown was attacked by three female friends of her ex-boyfriend yesterday morning. The lady thugs pulled out her hearing aid and tore out chunks of Foxy's hair weave, and also stole Brown's handbag and $500, too.
Brown allegedly dumped Roshawn Anthony after finding out that he was a pimp. The angry ex then called the three attackers to beat up Brown. According to a police source in the Daily News, "they beat her bad. They ripped out her hair weave. Her hair was a mess – and that seems to be what she cared about most."
now that’s what I call justice. Also who dates a guy and doesn’t know he is a pimp, what the purple suit or cane was not a giveaway.
so here is my poll for today if Naomi (another one who needs her ass beat) got into a fight with three hookers who would win? Hookers, Naomi or Draw
So back to my dream last night I had a dream I was at Angelique house and her and her ex bf was fighting and I took one of his paint brushes. I then went to a voodoo lady and told her to do more harm than good and gave her the paint brush. The next thing I know I am in a park with vivid green grass and blue skies and I look up, and there is a plane flying overhead and its about to land and someone lets a bunch of balloons up and they get caught in the planes engine and the plane crashes in the park the ex dies because he is in the park but so do a lot of other people. Funny thing, everyone in the park thinks its this freak accident but I know its not. My heart begins to race and I leave the scene I feel like someone is following me, and I look at an uncle sam sign where it says "I want people like you" and then uncle sam grows horns on the poster. I woke up and my heart was still racing.
So either the dream it telling me let things go and it will happen on their own, or beat a bitch down when you catch her in a mall and make sure I get a good amount of hair off her head for a spell.
So like I wrote in my previous entries I sold my Fendi Spy bag on Ebay almost a month ago. Normally I don’t ship out of the U.S. because shipping is more and its generally more of a hassle. Granted I have bought things from other countries I have never had the situation which I am going to express to you right now. The woman Shannon requested that I ship the item USPS international express mail. I recommended FedEx or UPS priority for 103 dollars extra, she said USPS which cost 30 dollars. Don’t get me wrong 30 to 103 is a large jump but the quality of FedEx is unsurpassed and if your going to pay that much for a bag you might as well kick in another 100 for peace of mind. Off it went the next day USPS insured for the maximum amount I was allowed which was 500, with tracking numbers in hand I then emailed Shannon these items and figured all was well. I even told her to leave positive feedback when she gets the bag because I was just so sure that’s how awesome it was.
June 8th she contacts me and says that from the tracking number it seems they attempted delivery on that day. She claims she was home and even checked the post office yet its not there. I contact USPS and open an inquiry as to where the bag is and how it can be delivered. I was told my the snotty postal worker that it takes 1-5 business days and they will call me back. So yesterday I called them again because no one has contacted me and it has been over a week, what do they tell me "oh that’s Canada post you have to take that up with them" I then call Canada post and I swear I wish I was there in person this white bitch named Edith was super stank in that fucking (oout) Canadian accent. She said that they are not allowed to search for U.S. customers that I would have to contact USPS, but she did say that an inquiry was open and it looked like the box was going back to the U.S.
I then called USPS back and told them what Canada post told me, they then said that on top of the 1-5 days for the inquiry they have to wait 30 days for an inquiry from Canada post before I can start the claim process. I wrote Shannon an email telling her all this and saying basically my hands are tied and lesson learned. I have a strange feeling someone opened the box and saw what it was and decided to keep that shit. That bag was the fucking hotness so I wouldn’t be surprised. I am trying to be a responsible seller but its really grinding my gears.
Tell me how I sold a gucci bag and the girl from the US got it two days later, this is why I don’t fuck with Canada.
I picked up a new cam since my old one I lost the battery pack to and it needed an upgrade. Got my nails done and tell me how the lady who was doing my feet said "you have dry skin" she said it the first time and I was like "ok" then she said it a second time and I was like "there goes your tip". I mean granted I wear my sneakers all the time and don’t put lotion on before I got to bed but they are not that bad. I have seen women with feet so bad that I swear they could make fists and fight you with them. After the foot job I then went for a manicure now my hands were dry from using that gym soap but she didn’t say anything. That’s why she got an 10 dollar tip and the other bitch got nothing.
Sometimes I don’t like meeting the old bf's new gf. This attila the hun looking chinese girl had the nerve to get snotty with me after I complimented her ass on her whore necklace made by tiffany. I am sorry but if you are going to get your girl something that has to do with a blue box don’t get her the silver tag necklace. You give those gifts to your jumpoff or backup girl. Girls if you own one of these please don’t wear it and act like you’re the shit, cause really 200 for a silver necklace/bracelet is not cute. You seriously need an upgrade o.k.
I had the day off yesterday and it was so hot after running around outside I came home and chilled by the AC and watched some TV. Ghettodancemoves was on haha that show really is ghetto but funny. Speaking of dance moves I went out two weeks ago with some ladies it was fun, this weekend I am headed to a hiphop festival in BK and going out Friday night. My neice is in town so I have to entertain her with something fun before she starts working at the nursing home.
Yippee-ki-yay, motherfucker.
- Music:lil mama - lipgloss
Went and had some Viet food this weekend, I was not really impressed but then maybe getting the pan friend pork was not the best thing. Had a watermelon bubble tea and we walked and talked to kill time before I had to pick up the dog.
This week is a four day week because my sisters graduation is on Friday. Its her day so I am going to buy her roses and see if I take her out to eat somewhere not sure where just yet. Its at Lehman college so I hope it turns out to be a good day especially since my grandparents are going to be there. This weekend was also a bridezilla marathon on WE, whoa some of those bitches are just insane.
My items sold on eBay finally and I am transferring the money to my bank account now. That was after a week of my changing all my passwords and cleaning out my pc and checking my firewall.
Not that I am miss know it all because I sure as hell am not but if your wall is purple and you want to paint over it your going to need primer right? That’s what I said and she said no I think it will be okay three coats later the wall was uneven and we had to make one more trip back to home depot. I mean if you need my help for something and I agree to it on a hot ass day with no AC and only the windows open why wouldn’t you just buy the primer. So fine I am the one to tell you "I told you so" but I swear I did and I said "maybe we sould get some primer now" after the second uneven coat. Thank goodness her stinky brother with the gland problem did not show up because I can only take so much and could not paint under those conditions.
When you think of the person you want to be with what qualities come to mind? I am having a hard time coming to terms with my answers to this question. In my past I have returned engagement rings because I was honest enough to see beyond the shiny rock on my finger, and think about what has happened while with this person. Mentally I have a list of things and while some can compromise on some issues I cant. I find it hard to not because I am spoiled, but because I have been so unspoiled and have had to fight for everything I have. One side of me says do you love yourself, and if so why should you have to compromise. No relationship is rose petals and candy but if it’s a struggle before the marriage whats it going to be after. In my life I have already fought against being that statistic of a young unwed, uneducated, Hispanic female. I don’t have any kids (besides the dog) I went to school got my degree and have tried to stay away from men who would steer me in the wrong direction.
Joking (well not really) in the past I have asked friends if we were not married by a certain age if they would marry me. They are all married now and while walking the dog last night, I don’t think it was panic that was setting in as I said I am ok if I am 45 and still alone. Not that I am 45 yet but still I refuse to compromise on what I want in a husband. Maybe it’s the mumbo jumbo about the universe coming to bite me in the ass. Yes I recognize flaws that I have that I am bitchy, picky and am at the point in my life where I give up easy. I also know that I have good qualities as well so its not all bad with me. Then maybe there is not much out there to choose from, I understand being with someone because you have been with them for a long time and it makes sense to just stay where you are. Then if your being short changed its up to you to stop the madness and point it out. As Mary J. would say I can do bad all by myself and that way I only have myself to blame.
nuwell: another question. would you rather be with a guy who is super nice would do anything for you no matter what but with less $$$ or a guy who is well off but ignores you at times
samanthalous: well I find that all guys no matter what the type ignore you at times
nuwell: yeah
samanthalous: I dont know lately I think I have really been thinking about what I want in a person I am going to marry
nuwell: what is that
samanthalous: I want someone who is funny and finds me funny, I want someone who talks because most of the time I dont and I would hate it if I had to bring up conversation just to bring up conversation. Someone who had interest in me sexually and would act on it. Someone who was more like a best friend. I wouldn't mind having someone who made bank so I wouldn't have to worry so much. Someone who was smart and would encourage me. Someone taller than me. Someone who went all out for me without me having to bring it their attention. Someone who was romantic and someone who appreciated me.
samanthalous: oh yeah and someone who could deal with a bitchy picky person because thats what I am
nuwell: nice haha
nuwell: good luck
I watched the bridge last night, how I was so in love with kidd capri when I was young.
Haha I caught that video this morning, I know Rkelly is a molester who likes to pee on people but his songs are so funny. Check out the video you will see no dark skin black girls up in there its straight Latinas. Speaking of fine Latinas who did not catch the universe's pageant those girls will soon be in maxim.
Tell me how I have some virus on my computer that keeps hacking into my Ebay account. This is the second time within a week that I have had to change my password. I am hoping that someone will buy my items or give me a good offer so I can just get my money.
I swear all we need is a stripper pole at work because some people (Canadian intern that’s 6ft tall) really don’t understand business casual. Tell me how we went out for lunch and she was wearing red patent leather 5 inch pumps AGAIN!!!! Can someone please tell her that she also got this intern job because of who her father is. She had the nerve after starting every sentence with I, me, my family or in Canada with saying how she can get any job she wants. She forgot to add because of who her father is. I just put my head down and thought about if I stabbed myself with the fork I could make it stop.
- Music:ITs the remix
I guess I could take pleasure in the fact that he felt so bad he went out and brought me flowers. Then again flowers don’t make everything ok again but it does show that he must have felt really bad because honestly I never get flowers.
I cant say that everything is cool though, he said a lot of things that he tried to take back. It’s the mean things that surprise you because its always nice to see what the other person thinks of you. There is no hiding from the truth and it’s the truth that stings the most and it’s the truth that will eventually make everything ok. Maybe not ok between us but maybe make me see that the people you thought you could lean on you really cant. I found out that his keys with his mothers engagement ring were not lost, he left them in Grand Cayman. He says it was not on purpose, but he didn’t think to tell me when I was looking all over the place for them. Like I always say the people that you think are so nice are the ones that surprise you the most. I am ok with being a bitch at least I am upfront about it.
On Sunday we headed to flushing to have dim sum at Gum Fung which was ok, you are the man if you can peel fried shrimp with the shells on with your chopstick. I tell you there is no way possible then to pick them up and peel with your hands. After we walked down a street festival and headed to grab some bubble tea, I shared my green apple bubble tea with him and later he tried to use them a spit balls.
I was selling a few items on Ebay and tell me how my Ebay account was hacked. Then again that’s karma for all the favors I had called in to hack others people accounts. I suspect it was the first person who bid on my handbag, it was way about 500 and then I got an email from Ebay saying to change my password my account was compromised. Not only did this person delete all bids except the first one they sent out emails offering people buy it now for 400. I was told that since I had 10hrs left on my auction I could not cancel it but could only cancel the bids, which is what I did. Ebay was of no help and getting the fees I paid back I have to fill out all these forms!!!!
Monday I stood home waiting to see if I would be called into work. I cleaned the house and took the dog for a long walk when about half way he decides he doesn’t want to walk anymore and I carry him home. Next weekend I have to take the dog to the goomers, get my glasses and get my hair done.
http://www.latina.com/latina/promos/even
- Mood:
crappy
So I have been back from Cayman Islands for about a month now and can I tell you how someone stole my pin number. On wed morning I got up my usual time to check my email when I see an email from chase. I checked the email and noticed amounts totaling 2500 of charges I did not make. The rep I spoke with told me that the charges were "called in" she also could not give me a vendor name. Some of the charges were in the same amount posted to my account more than once. It was a lot of letter writing and faxing but I got the money back on saturday. Funny how chase just lets foreign countries call in shit to my account, I said after this I am switching banks. Tell me how Vin has Bank of America and he went to buy two metrocards and the bank stopped his account and called him to ask if he made those charges. No no not chase they just let shit go through. I also could not use my credit cards since I had been paying them off and getting a high five from Vin after I put them in the shredder, can I tell you my wallet is a lot lighter. 
Yes its growing back, and I am still sorta tan
next weekend I am going to the william tricomi salon ($$$$$) to get my hair colored. There was a lot of thinking going on when I walked in and like four stylist had a meeting about my hair. I was thinking to go golden brown with highlights, as long as they dont make me look tacky like when a person has black hair and they put blonde or frosted streaks in OMG that is tacky. As long as I dont walk out of there looking New Jersey or Long Island girl I should be fine. I know they are going to cut it and if they do I want the victoria beckham bob it looks chic and professional.
On Saturday me and Vin headed to Jersey for his nephews bday party at a bowling alley, we met up with about 13 fam members then headed for pino food next door. I was happy because I got to have the halo halo and sat next to Rio and Clarisse who now has the gucci bag I got for christmas but in brown. Funny thing happened as I was telling Rio how Vin lost his moms engagement ring that he was supposed to give me (kept it on his keychain, really who does that) Kwak was behind us and said "what was that sam" like it was weird then when I told him he said "oh I thought you said something else" so I think he knows something. I told Rio what I thought and she said that if she found out anything she would let me know, we are now on ring watch 2007.
So then after the food and catching up at the bday party we headed to his friends house around the corner and met his dog sparky. We then drove dangerously fast to catch the nets game. I hit someone in the head with my thundersticks and even though I said sorry they seemed pissed. Then he turned around and saw that I was with a group of guys and didnt say shit. Its now the JayZ and Beyonce show as ads for Dereon went all over the board and Neyo preformed.
and I know I need a new cam.
After that we headed home and on sunday we went to see 28 WEEKS LATER. It was ok and Vin's arm made it through without me ripping it off. I guess they next place the infected are going is Paris but no one really gives a shit about Paris so dont expect any NATO help.
Then after 28 weeks later we snuck in to see spiderman, it was my first movie that I ever didnt pay to see. After sitting on our asses for about 5 hours we then headed home and sat on our asses some more. No more though as I have belly dancing with latin sex and the city crew on Tuesday and on Thursday we have salsa.
Friday night I picked up Vin from work and we headed to republic for some dinner. Then headed to petco for some more toys and shampoos for the spoiled baby at home. I feel guilty that he is home a lot but he really does not do well around other dogs or on the train for that matter.
While I figured everyone would be on spideys tip this weekend Vin and I decided to head to the MET for the new roman galleries.
We also went to look at rings, yes!!!! I said we went to look at rings (he still hasn’t asked me yet) and here is the story behind why. Several months back Vin's mom gave vin her old wedding ring, it was a small yellow gold ring with three diamond stones in the center. What does he do, he puts it on his keychain right next to the ring I gave him when we first met. His idea was to get the ring set in a different metal (I don’t wear yellow gold) and give it to me as a promise ring. So wouldn’t you know it he lost his keys and with that both rings, I tore the place apart looking and trying to find where he lost them. He lost them before we went on vacation and by the time we came back it was to late. So this weekend we were stopping by shops to see different designs and maybe customize one, this baby girl does not do off the rack solitaires. I was happy that he was looking since he really does not know his 3 C's or anything else about jewelry. I think he thought I was going to go for this massive ring and I wasn’t really looking at those. Not that I wasn’t interested its just that my hand is small and I would be really afraid of losing something like that.
I am leaning towards more of an antique style rings.
Then I know this part is going to take a long time, its like which one do I choose? I also sorta (but not really) feel guilty about spending 10g on a ring, I mean I feel I am worth it. Well at least I know I am going to take my time in deciding because we are supposed to go car shopping like next month. Honestly I feel like I cant breath when I am looking at rings so many choices and which one do I pick. At least with a car you can trade it in or sell it if you get tired of it in a few years but with a ring you will be staring at it for the rest of your life (Pressure). Then watching all these wedding shows my wedding will at least be 80k which is nothing really. My colors will be cantaloupe and honeydew and have a very tropical feel. We had wanted a destination wedding but my grandma cant fly with her health being the way it is and neither can his dad. The idea is to have a small wedding inviting 120 and hopefully have 80 show up and also no children under 10 will be allowed to attend. I am sorry but I would like to hear my ceremony not some bratty ass misbehaved kid crying in the back.
Update with pics about getting bitch slapped by stingrays, a baywatch rescue, customs police and sunburn to come.
VACATION - Guess who is going to Grand Cayman on Wed bitches.......thats right me!!!! I am so excited and not even packed yet. My sister is coming over tomorrow to pick up the dog. Cant wait for my pasty ass to get a tan and come to work all golden delicious. Next trip Italy and then JAPAN!!!!!
Cable - Due to a major rainstorm I was stuck inside the house yesterday. I thought about things I could be doing like thinking about the universe yada yada but I just ordered more channels. I now have most of the regular channels except HBO, Showtime and Encore. Best of all I have G4 and can watch ninja warrior on the weekends and charm school. I am was having problems with charm school because I thought the premise of the show was to help the women, in fact its just like flavor fav all over again.
Hair - It's growing back nicely it's a little past my shoulders with a few highlights. I signed up for the bumble bumble hair model project. They said they would schedule a date and time for me to come in, I am a little nervous one of the students is going to burn off my hair.
I lost your number - Tell me how is it that men who screw you over then try to call you. I just don’t understand how they don’t see their actions or lies while they are doing it, but later on want you to forgive them. Like yeah I am really going to forget what you did and treat you the way I used to. Seriously you know you don’t give a shit when you forget their number, and the best part is letting them know that. Some people really need to get over themselves with the quickness since I guess they thought they were the best you could get.
Torrents - So when you use itunes the kicker is you cant buy from itunes Japan, itunes Europe only itunes USA. I thought that was unfair so I went to look for torrents and found the whole album I was looking for (m-flo). It took about an hour but it was ok since I was watching charm school. 
- Mood:
giddy - Music:mflo - summer time love
Lately I have been swamped at work, so much so I have no clue what celebrity is sleeping with who or what country is now the it place for Bradgelina to adopt from. So this past weekend while I was in denial about going to the gym I decided to go some catching up. I watched shooter and am I the only one that cant help but still call him Marky Mark. It was ok and I predicted the movie from start to finish. I caught up on the
Its been a long time since I have updated this thing. The dog still has a slight cough and I have come to the realization that’s as good as he is going to get. Hindsight is 20/20 and if I knew what I know now I would have never taken him to that vet. I got switched over by my job and work in a new department. Its different and frustrating when you deal with people who were hired because they are a clients kid. Take this one is my office takes vacation like it was water and is out for any reason at all. Like the time she was out because her lawyer bf broke up with her clingy ass after six months. She actually wrote an email saying how "after getting my hopes up" bitch please six months is nothing. At least he dated you and didn’t string you along thinking that you stood a chance with him. Enough about the rants of my relationships, but then that’s the best part of this blog. I am not a cheery bitch from another country just beaming about how loved I feel or how I have the best boyfriend in all of the garden state. I am the wrong that is dealing with things that some people never go through and it unfortunate it happens to me.
Funny thing the other day, I was accused of being a bitch (OMG really), but not in those exact words. The question was phrased like this: why cant you be a nice person? HAHA do you know what my reply was, if your looking for fucking
Have you ever heard about the universes theory, it’s a new book that has appeared on some talk shows. The main point behind it is the universe gives you what you want if you really believe in it. Something along the lines what Kristine would say "thank you universe" but how would that explain the bad things? Is that also part of the universe that you secretly want to happen to you? I am not sure what I believe in I don’t think I go for fate or destiny. More along the lines that people choose what they want to do with their lives, if they never come around to you then that’s their problem. I have a hot date Thursday night at rosa mexicano, thank you universe thank you.
So the dog is almost up to speed, he still has his little honk cough but it’s much less now. He has also found his bark which I am still debating if that is a good thing. He has taken to bossing me around at
It snowed last night and this morning was hail, which I normally don’t mind since we haven't accumulated much snow this winter. The only problem is when its hail and its biting your face as you make your way to the train station.
I am/should be studying tonight for my exam next week but in my mailbox should be SNAKES ON A PLANE haha. I know but its one of those movies you have to talk through and say "no don’t open that door stupid" only to make it through the whole movie. I had this strange dream that I was at Ikea buying some closets. That’s a weird dream only because I am supposed to meet with my financial advisor this week. So hopefully by the end of my lease in 08 I should have enough for a down payment on a co-op and then install those closets.
I laughed at the line of shame outside godiva. Men lined up willing to pay 7.50 a piece, for a chocolate covered strawberry but then had a twinge of annoyance when no one I knew would be doing that for me. I guess it healthier not to expect anything from anyone because today I woke up not expecting anything and I am ok. That last statement right there is like whoa, I enjoy just giving a gift to the person I care about. I think it’s the first Valentines Day that I am ok, because usually I am on the phone upset and today I have my godiva ice cream and SNAKES ON A PLANE. I mean things could be worse, I could be getting married but then have Canadian over bite so bad when you take pics it looks like buck teeth.
- Location:Queens on the sofa
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